Hello to the alter-universe & greetings from planet earth!
I thought about updating this biography here as it has been a while and I wrote it while I was in my early 20's. The biography required some major updating!!
The reason why I have started this blog has become quite clear especially as I am at an age of emotional maturity and I am able to set clear goals, expectations, and know what I want from this life. I want to become an author and I'm aware that my writing is not the greatest. However, most authors are terrible writers and they usually get proofreaders and/or someone to look over their content.
I strongly believe I have a lot to offer especially with what I have been through from the time I was conceived to living on my own in 2015. If you do a deep dive at my previous and recent entries, you will begin to understand my life and I hope I can inspire a few of you along the way.
A few things to know about mystic:
- I'm autistic and I'm level 1 on the spectrum for autism. I've been told that I am faking my autism because I do not look autistic but autism does not have a look. I've also been told by other neurodivergent's that I am clearly autistic. My mother even questioned that I was autistic and I was about 25 years old when she started working in school. Yes mother, I am autistic and I do apologize for being in denial those few years ago. Talking about my autistic traits has substantially improved our relationship.
- I was sexually assaulted in 2016 & 2023 - You can read this throughout my blog entries. I do not want to go into detail through this biography.
- I have central auditory processing disorder and I know that most of you do not know what this is. I have posted an entry on what and how it is like to have auditory processing disorder.
- I was diagnosed with a shameful and stigmatizing personality disorder (Borderline). I no longer have this on my file as autism spectrum disorder, ADHD, and C-PTSD fit the criteria better. It was a psychiatrist that did not know how to do their job properly and they ruined my life for a few years by slapping an inappropriate/incorrect diagnosis. Psychiatrists should really conduct thorough assessments before diagnosing those. This, in itself, takes an incredolous amount of time. So you may see 'borderline' on my pinned post on X. However, I do not have that.
- I have this hyper fixation on unicorns, fairies, and rainbows. I have sooo many stuffies that are unicorns!! I intend to get more of them. Unicorns honestly cheer me up! What cheers you up?
- In my spare time and for extra self care (when needed), I journal in my gratitude journal, I journal altogether (my thoughts/feelings), I watch meditative videos; I do art such as paintings and mandalas; and I go for long, adventurous nature walks.
- I love photography and I'm still looking to invest in one of those photographic cameras! However, they are expensive and I do not have the financial means for those cameras right now. Lets re-evaluate this in 2025!! #ChallengeAccepted
- I probably should have said my age at the beginning. My AUDHD tends to be all over the place. I am 30 years old and I'm a Cancerian, born on July 15th. I follow the zodiac signs intensely and all of the traits fit me very well! They do say that we should not follow/rely on the traits - I get that! I do though. Lol.
- I have a sense of humor and a mind of my own. I'm a character but in a good way!! I will be smiling/laughing at the stupidest thing and people may question that. Maybe I'm laughing because there is a unicorn in the sky!?
- I'm extremely clumsy!! .. Guaranteed that is the autism because I have been clumsy my entire life.
- I still need to create a vision board of my future and goals!! #ChallengeAccepted
- Once I turned 30, my goal is to take a picture of the clouds/sunset at least once or twice a day. #ChallengeAccepted
- Family means the world to me!!
- I'm highly introverted. Some people see me as an 'apparent extrovert.' I am far from being extroverted. I'm introverted & highly 'selective' as a result of my traumatic experiences - I have mustered up strong boundaries because of certain people. I used to think boundaries were a bad thing and I never understood them - Boundaries are a good thing and I encourage everyone to have their own boundaries. Boundaries will look very differently on a lot of us!!
- I talk a lot (once you get to know me). I'm selective and talk a lot only with the right people - You have to really know me and mean a lot to me. We have to be super close. I have a few people like that in my corner.
I'll probably update periodically as I muster up more stuff about mystic and mystic's life!! Happy reading & please do not hesitate to reach out or comment on my entries/share my entries for enhanced visibility.
I appreciate you all!! Sending love from mystical unicorn land!!